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You Are Enough

“My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.”

2 Corinthians 12:9 (NKJV)

Don’t ever minimize what you bring to the table.

I don’t care how small your contribution is, how “normal” your life feels, how limited your time might be, how narrow your circle has become, how late in life you are to coming to the scene, or how humble your beginnings were. I don’t care if you carry a lengthy rap sheet or a mile-long list of mistakes and sins. I don’t care whether you cart around with you insufficiencies, idiosyncrasies, or excessively heavy weights that you’re ashamed of. None of that matters.

What you bring with you is all that the Lord needs, because you are enough.

No matter what has happened in your life. No matter the weight that has been put on your shoulders. No matter the scars, the wounds, or the bruises. No matter how deeply you have been cut or hurt. No matter how badly you’ve been made to bleed. If you can still have faith inside of you, you can look in the mirror and say, “Despite it all, I know that I am enough.”

Your gifts are intentionally shaped by God for you to live your life to the level of His belief in you. Your drive in life is not even close to God’s belief in your capacity. He defines where you flow, and where you function, and what you bring, and what you release, and how you show up, and the contributions you make, and the ideas you offer, and the energy you present. You can’t minimize any of that because God has been intentional about the precise way He has resourced you and where He has placed you.

You can trust that God has given you what you need to be powerful in the gray spaces in your life. And I’m here to tell you you’re enough. You may not believe it, but you are enough.

You don’t need to be ashamed of any part of your story—no matter how sinful, sordid, toxic, or demonic. You aren’t who you used to be, and you can thank God for that. You can own it and declare, “I know I’m enough, because of Jesus.”

Jesus Can Meet Your Need

Then those men, when they had seen the sign that Jesus did, said, “This is truly the Prophet who is to come into the world.”

John 6:14 (NKJV)

Jesus was teaching a great multitude of people out in a remote setting, far enough away that when evening was approaching, the Lord’s disciples understood the need to break for the day and give the people a safe chance to make it back to their villages for food. The ministry of our Lord had provided spiritual nourishment all day, but these people now needed physical nourishment.

The disciples imply to Jesus, “We packed commitment. We packed loyalty. We brought along with us curiosity and dedication, but Lord, we didn’t pack any extra food. You’ve got to let these people go. They need to eat.”

In John’s Gospel, we read that Jesus tested the disciples saying, “Where can we buy bread for all of these people?” And Philip tells Jesus that an entire day’s pay times 200 would not be enough to buy bread sufficient to feed this many people.

Andrew says, “There is a lad here who has five barley loaves and two small fish, but what is that compared to the enormity of the need?” And Jesus takes those two fish and five barley loaves, He lifts them, prays over them, multiplies them, and feeds the multitude with them. Not only is everyone fed, but there are leftovers to spare.

The need was immediate. The need was urgent. The need was huge. And the provision was miraculous.

The provision was so miraculous that it confirmed for those who perhaps were on the fringes of belief in Jesus that what He had been teaching all day out there was worth believing. It was so miraculous that it became easy for many of the people to conclude that only God can make something like that happen and, therefore, Jesus must be the real deal.

The message Jesus sandwiches there between such need and such provision is amazing. It demands the attention of our hope. It is so simple, and yet it is powerful and life changing. And that message is this: You can’t ever have a need that is greater than the Lord’s ability to meet it.

Let me say it again: We all have needs, but not one of them is so big that Jesus cannot meet it. Jesus can meet your need.

Wait for the Invitation

Wait on the Lord; be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart; wait, I say, on the Lord!

Psalm 27:14 (NKJV)

We ought to wait for the sure and certain invitations in our lives.

There is a place for discipline, mental strength, determined grit, endurance, drive, and competition. But what we need more than any of those is discernment of God’s timing and the patience to wait for His invitation to move.

There was a mother who was gifted as any could be, but she was only able to clean white people’s homes because of lack of opportunity and access. This mother raised a boy who would grow to be six feet nine inches tall—towering physically, but meek in spirit. This young man, John Thompson, was not ashamed or afraid to be patient and humble, and he consistently sat in the lowest seats in life. Among these was the acceptance of a coaching position at Georgetown, an all-white university founded from the money earned by the sale of 272 slaves.

God saw John Thompson sitting there in a lowly position and effectively invited him higher. In that coaching role, John constructed a powerhouse program that graduated men who would have never been afforded the opportunity otherwise.

This was the key to John’s recruiting philosophy: every time he was invited to go watch a basketball player who was generally considered talented and promising, he fixed his eyes instead on a player serving in a lesser role on the team. He built his teams picking those who were in the lower places and inviting them the high and lofty success of Georgetown basketball.

I don’t know who needs to hear this, but you need to just steward your role from where you are because God already knows your dreams. God already knows what’s on your heart. He knows what you bring to the table of life, and He has high places in store for you. But you’ve got to let Him do the inviting.

That often means waiting longer than you are comfortable with. God doesn’t extend the invitation until His providence has already taken care of the arrangements. You cannot be in a hurry; you must let Him set things in place through His divine synchronicity. If you let God work things together for your good, then by the time He invites you to come up to the higher place, you won’t have to fight, defend, deflect, or struggle against the circumstances around you. You can simply accept His invitation with a heart of gratitude.

Stop chasing, stop striving, stop struggling to make your plans happen outside of God’s timing. Instead, sit back and watch God bring you exactly what He has in store for you.

Who Will Put You in Your Place?

"Whoever exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted."

Luke 14:11 (NKJV)

In Luke 14, Jesus tells a parable based on behavior He had often observed. The parable is about guests who are invited to a feast. Upon arrival, they would all race competitively to the best places.

Jesus says, “When you are invited to a wedding feast, don’t seek out and sit in the best places.” The assumption that you’re entitled to sit there is wrong. Your assessment of how you rank among others is wrong. The nurturing of an overinflated self-perception is wrong. Don’t live like that.

Ranking, rating, and racing to the best seats based on an overly romanticized opinion of oneself is a telltale sign of inner disease.

When you race to place yourself higher, if someone more honorable arrives, the host will come to you and say, “You’ve got to give up your spot. It wasn’t for you in the first place. And it’s apparent that it doesn’t fit you.” And in the shame of it all, you’ll have to move down from that place, down from an overinflated perception of yourself, down from unhealthy perspectives, down because of internal misalignment, down because of spiritual depravity.

Jesus tells us what we should do instead: When you are invited, come in and go straight to the lowest place. Run to it. Race to it. And when the one who invited you sees you in the lowest place, he’ll come to you and say, “Friend, go up higher.”

Jesus makes one thing, crystal clear. He wants you and me to steward life in a way that He can invite you to come up higher. He will not leave you in the lowest place, but He wants you to onboard yourself there—to accept it in humility, so that He can invite you to a higher place.

You can’t handle more, or higher, or greater, or more substantial if you think you’re entitled to it. But if you accept the lowest place and can be grateful to the Lord from there, He can bless you to come up higher.

Put yourself in your proper place of humility, or God will do it for you. “For whoever exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted.”

Who Are You?

"But as many as received Him, to them He gave the right to become children of God, to those who believe in His name."

John 1:12 (NKJV)

Who are you?

You may hang out with friends every Friday night who tell you that you're pretty, or that you're muscular, or that your hair looks good, or that you’re oh-so-fine. And that’s all well and good.

But who are you when you are sitting by yourself?

Who are you? Do you know? Maybe God is giving you times of isolation or hardship or persecution or silence so you can stop speaking what other people have been scripting about you and learn for yourself who you really are.

What really matters in your life? Who really matters in your life? How long are you going to let the things that have happened in your past restrict what can happen?

When are you going to get serious about asking God to make you who He wants you to be? Stop walking around talking and pretending and acting like you are ambitious about His plan for you, like you are just ready and waiting for it to come to pass. When you're truly ready to get to it, you'll be speaking to God about it instead of speaking to everyone else. When you can voice your desire for your life and ask God to put His power behind it, that’s when you are serious. How long are you going to speak to others instead of speaking directly to God about your future? When are you going to own it, pray about it, think about it, and chase it?

Only then will you be excited to ask knowing you shall receive. Only then will you be able to seek knowing that you shall find. Only then, like the Israelites, will you march around walls that seem impenetrable and voice your shout to bring them down.

What gives your life ultimate value and meaning is Jesus. Only in Him do we find a counter-cultural answer to the question of who we are.

Our worth, our identity, comes not from ourselves, or what we do, or from the affirmation and acceptance and embrace others. Our identity comes from who we are in Jesus Christ. Because of Him, we have become children of God.