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Believe What You Believe

Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful.

Hebrews 10:23 (NKJV)

If your core convictions can be hit hard enough that you will abandon them, then they really aren’t that core, are they?

On the other hand, if your core convictions are really cemented and anchored, it doesn’t matter how hard they get hit. It doesn’t matter how confusing God’s actions might be. It doesn’t matter how confounding life can become. It doesn’t matter how disorienting your journey is—because you have absolutes that you will never abnegate.

For example, I may not have heard the Lord give me a specific answer to my prayer, but I know He’s good, and I know He’s God. I may not know why He let life hit me so hard. I may not know why He’s let the road become so crooked. I may not know why the sun has been replaced by darkness. But I’m not giving up on what I believe about God: I believe He’s good. I believe He’s strong. I believe He’s all-powerful. I believe He loves me. And because I believe these things, I’m going to hang in there during the storm. I’m going to walk through the struggle, and I’m going to keep my testimony while I’m going through it.

This is where your faith, certainties, and convictions have to be sure.

Maybe it feels like God has hit you hard. But you must cling to what you know to be true: God will not dismiss you. He will not disregard you. He always has you in mind. His love is from everlasting to everlasting. He is perfect in His ways and His will is always with your good intended.

And if you believe these truths, there is nothing you can experience that can change them.

This is why you have to know your Bible. This is why your relationship with the Lord has to be deeper than just a connection. This is why you need to talk to Him daily—because life is going to hit you hard, and you have to hold on as tightly as you can to the convictions in your soul.

You’ve got to believe what you believe!

One More Comeback

In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead.

1 Peter 1:3 (NIV)

Nothing in this life can deny you one more comeback.

I dont care how confusing this life gets. I dont care how many walls you proverbially bump up against. I dont care how busy the enemy has been lately in your life. Every time you get knocked down and somebody inches up beside you to whisper, “Is this the time that youre going give up?” you can look up with whatever strength you have left and testify: I dont know how many more times I have, and I dont know how my energy is going to stretch, but I know that if God woke me up this morning, then Ive got at least one more comeback. And because Ive got one more comeback, Im going to give it my best. 

You may have heard of Louis Pasteur. He was the pioneer of immunology. He lived at a time when thousands of people were dying each year from rabies. Pasteur had worked for years trying to create a successful vaccine to that disease, and just as he was about to begin experimenting on himself, a nine-year-old boy named Joseph Meister was bitten by a rabid dog. The boys mama found Pasteur and pleaded with him to experiment on her son. Pasteur injected Joseph for ten straight days, and as a result, the boy lived. 

Decades later, Pasteur selected the words that would be on his tombstone. Of all the things that he could have etched on itincluding all his accomplishments, discoveries, accolades, and experience—he instead chose this simple inscription: Joseph Meister lived.

When I read about that story, my soul caught on fire because the message Im trying to convey to you is that youve got one more comeback in you—not because Joseph Meister lived, but because Jesus lived and still lives. His resurrection is the evidence that there is life for you to yet live and work for you to yet accomplish. Because Jesus lives, youve got at least one more comeback!

An Unoffendable Faith

“Lord,” she replied, “even the dogs under the table eat the children’s crumbs.” Then he told her, “For such a reply, you may go; the demon has left your daughter.” She went home and found her child lying on the bed, and the demon gone.

Mark 7:28-30 (NIV)

In the region of Tyre and Sidon, a woman made a request of Jesus that He heal her daughter of demon possession. This woman was not a Jew, but was in fact a Greek—a Syrophoenician by birth. His response to her request seems harsh. “First let the children eat all they want,” he told her, “for it is not right to take the children’s bread and toss it to the dogs.” In other words, “Jews first, Gentiles later.”

What seemed to be an insulting shut-down by Jesus was actually a test of her faith—and it was a test that she passed. She answered, “Lord, even the dogs under the table eat the children’s crumbs.”

Jesus was impressed by her unoffendable faith, and He granted her request by immediately setting her daughter free from the demon.

This text is really an invitation to us all to expect from Jesus times when our faith will be tested. There will be times when Jesus will pull on and stretch our faith so that it grows and deepens and becomes stronger.

Life will offend you. Life will dismiss you. Life will disregard you. And if your faith is present but is too temperamental and easily offended to roll with the punches, then it won’t produce healing in the possessed areas of your life. It will not stimulate growth that goes deeper rather than wider.

When your faith is feeble and offendable, you will shout when you succeed, but then be unable to utter the name of Jesus when failure grips your life. You will praise the Lord for great days but then barely talk to Him on bad days. That’s not the kind of faith Jesus wants to see in you.  

So the Lord will use life to test you. He is not just looking for the evidence of faith, but He wants to test its capacity and its enduring capabilities. God will test your faith even to the degree that, like the Syrophoenician woman, you can live confused about God’s action without ever doubting God’s character.

This woman was rewarded for staying centered while being stretched. And you will be too if you can pass the test by holding onto your faith in those times when it doesn’t make sense.

An unoffendable faith is what the Lord is trying to develop in us.

Knowing vs. Obeying

Jesus answered and said to him, “If anyone loves Me, he will keep My word; and My Father will love him, and We will come to him and make Our home with him.”

John 14:23 (NKJV)

Do you know what brings weight and substance to your faith?

Obedience. We see in the life of David that what brought him victory was not just the fact that he prayed, but the fact that he obeyed.

I'll confess that I have, in my life, done a whole lot of praying and then finished my prayers and gone and done exactly what I wanted to do. David, on the other hand, not only prayed; he obeyed.

We’ve got to trust the value of being obedient. In whatever way God decides He wants to work, and no matter how I pray, what makes the difference is not only our trust, but our courage to obey.

  • Don't give God passionate praise and then feeble obedience.
  • Don't live your life being a heavy worshiper, but then acting in disobedience. 
  • Don't give God aggressive service and then be sloppy in following His instruction.
  • Don’t offer God desperate prayers followed by casual obedience.

If you ask God to make a way, then do what He says. I agree with Eugene Peterson when he says “Obedience is the thing—living in active response to the living God. The most important question we ask of [a Bible] text is not, ‘What does this mean?’ but ‘What can I obey?’”

More than 90 people conducted an all-night search for an eight-year-old boy named Dominic, who, while on a skiing trip with his father, had skied off the run without realizing it. They hoped to find Dominic somewhere on the snowy mountain slope before it was too late, but as each hour passed, the search party and the boy's family became more and more concerned.

At dawn, they sent out helicopters to search from above. The helicopters spotted some faint ski tracks which changed to small footprints, which led to a tree where they found little Dominic. To everyone’s astonishment, the boy was in such good shape, he didn't even need to be admitted to the hospital to be checked out.

How did Dominic fare so well despite spending an entire night in the freezing elements? His father had had enough forethought to warn the boy what to do if he ever found himself lost: find a tree, snuggle up to it, and cover yourself with branches.

As a young child, Dominic never would have thought of doing this on his own. But his father told him what to do. Even though he had this lesson as part of his intellectual acumen, Dominic wasn't saved by his knowing; he was saved by his obeying.

The same is true for you and me.

Discernment

And try to discern what is pleasing to the Lord.

Ephesians 5:10 (ESV)

There are two sides of faith.

The first side says that you should get up every day and do the best you can. Use your creative imagination. Trust that your steps have been ordered. Test God's promises. Exercise your gifts. Trust that you are authorized, that wherever your feet tread is going to become holy ground. Don't you ever wake up and doubt your anointing. Make it happen. Make it work. Knock on the doors. Take the mountain. Give it your best shot because God is pushing you. God has promised to bless it. He'll arrange and position things when you offer Him your best.

But at other times, God wants you to wait. Wait for the sound of His presence. Yes, you are skilled, gifted, and anointed—but you’ve got to sit still before the Lord.

When God flanks you, you go ahead and make the attempts. Push your way through, make a decision and follow your ordered steps. Walk by faith and resist walking by sight. That's one side of trust in God.

The other side is when God fronts you. There are times when you can't rely on your skill, know-how, ability, or intellect. Your human connections don’t matter. Nor does it matter that you busted that door down the last time. It doesn't matter that you had the talent to walk in that certain sphere. This time He is calling you to sit still and let Him make a way.

You have to know the difference, and we call that discernment.

You must learn to distinguish between whether God is expecting you to wait while He arranges things, or if you are to arrange things while He's pushing you from behind.

I've been injured in some battles that should have been easy to defeat—emotionally, relationally, and professionally. But my problem was I was charging forward when I should have been listening for the sound of God’s signal. At other times, I have been hesitant to move, slow to make a decision, because I was waiting on God to front the preparation—yet God was waiting on me to make a move.

I don't want to make these mistakes anymore, and I know you don't either. So understand that sometimes God flanks and sometimes God fronts, and it is your prayers that will reveal which way to use your faith in each instance. To know the difference, pray without assumptions and assertions, and listen to what He is telling you.