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It Doesn’t Change a Thing


“Do not be afraid; only believe.”

Mark 5:35-36 (NKJV)


Jairus had requested Jesus to come to his house and heal his daughter, who was gravely ill. Interrupted on the journey to do so, Jesus stopped to speak with and heal a woman in need. While He was still speaking, some people came from Jairus’ house and said, “Your daughter is dead. Why trouble the Teacher any further?”

As soon as Jesus heard those words, He said to Jairus, “Do not be afraid; only believe.” The Amplified version says, “Do not be afraid; only keep on believing [in Me and my power].”

Jesus says the same thing to us today.

In this world of horrific, disheartening, and unbearable news, don’t you give in to your fear or become converted to other people’s cynicism. Don’t let other people’s devilish deliberations and decisions shape yours. Jesus bids you: “Keep believing in Me.” That’s His way of saying, “This extremely tough intersection you’re in, the awful news you’ve been given, this painful space in life is never worth giving up the rest of your journey. The news you just heard—it doesn’t change a thing.”

Your altered state of living, your understandable anger and angst, your doubts and human suspicions, your regrets and deep-seated pains, your fears and frustrations are all real. I’m not trying to deny those things. But when it comes to your possibility, the changes that are needed, the steps that must be taken, the attitude that will be necessary to steward the next chapters of your lived experience—when you’re walking with Jesus, they don’t change a thing.

God is still able to bring His power to bear on your circumstance and situation. And if you’ll trust Him and believe in Him, He’ll prove to you that it doesn’t matter how deep your condition is. He’ll bring His power to the depth of your condition and turn it around.

God is still going where He intended in your life. The pain you feel, the potential that bids you come closer, the opportunities that are before you—none of it changes with the awful news you are facing today. You need a faith, my brother and sister, that believes that it doesn’t change a thing.


The Pearl of Great Price


The kingdom of heaven is like a merchant seeking beautiful pearls, who, when he had found one pearl of great price, went and sold all that he had and bought it.

Matthew 13:45-46 (NKJV)

The pearl of great price was that rare find that made you sell everything else you possessed in order to buy it. That had to be a rare find! Can you imagine selling everything you own for one object?

This story is a parable told by Jesus to describe the value of the kingdom of God and how the kingdom of God, as defined by a relationship with Him, ought to have such value in a person's life that it is like finding a rare and beautiful treasure. After discovering it, your dreams, your ambitions, your goals, your desires, your motivations, your inclinations—whatever they might be, are now all sacrificed for the spiritual transformation, the call, the commission, the blessings, the provisions, the sense of divine purpose and clarity of life’s meaning in Christ.

God’s presence brings with it all that inspires and motivates us to release possession of everything else in our lives in order to live in a grace-connected relationship with God. This relationship is secured by our redemption through the expensive shedding of the blood of the unblemished sacrifice of Jesus Christ.

No plateau, no attainment, no connection, no position, no status, no title should hold a place in your life that you're not willing to give up everything for the kingdom of God in your life. The kingdom is the pearl of great price.

The challenge for you is to weigh the various parts of your life against such a pearl: Are the thoughts, ideas, and fears that you’re holding onto bringing you closer to or more distant from the pearl of great price? Are you being distracted from the pursuit? Are you too invested in what will not produce that pearl? Are your energies being best expended, or are you being depleted by lesser things—things that may be of value, but in no way compare to that pearl of great price? Are you searching in all the wrong places, and in exchange with all the wrong people, for a pearl of lesser price?

Pursue the pearl of great price. Seek first the kingdom of God.


Wait on the Lord


Wait on the Lord;
Be of good courage,
And He shall strengthen your heart;
Wait, I say, on the Lord!

Psalm 27:14 (NKJV)

Can God count on you to hang in there until He finishes His work? You may be feeling trapped and stir crazy in the season of struggle or pain or difficulty or waiting that you are in. But if God decides that you are not coming out of it today, can you hold on and present yourself before the freshness of potential possibilities tomorrow, or next week, or next year?

Four masked men came into a church with assault rifles, screaming at the preacher and members during the worship service. Can you imagine that? They said that anyone who would deny their faith could leave safely, but the pastor had to stay and face the outcome. Silence filled the church. One after another, people began to rise from their seats and make their way to the exit. Church was now less than half full. The gunmen checked one last time to see if anybody else wanted to leave. Some people were sobbing. Some were praying. Some were looking steadfastly at the cross with eyes filled with tears. They were ready for whatever was about to come. The leader who gave the instructions gave one last command. Here's what he said: “Now preach, preacher. Here are your real members.” The men left quickly without anybody knowing who they were. The stunned people looked at each other and at all the empty seats and it dawned on them just how many were in the company week to week but had not bowed at the foot of the cross to wait on God or to trust Him in troubled times.

I don't know when God is going to release you from your time of trial or loneliness or fatigue or pain. I have no idea when the floodwaters are going to recede. I don't know when trouble is going to subside, but I know God is the same yesterday, today, and forever. And with how faithful He has been to you in your past, can you not give Him more time? And if week after week you have to deal with your personal hardship, and deal with COVID, and deal with racism, and deal with all the struggles that plague you, isn't His good plan for your life worth the wait? The Bible tells us that while you're waiting, you may as well be of good courage, because if you can do that, He will strengthen your heart.

Next Time
Noah opened a window he had made in the ark and sent out a raven, and it kept flying back and forth until the water had dried up from the earth. Then he sent out a dove to see if the water had receded from the surface of the ground. But the dove could find nowhere to perch because there was water over all the surface of the earth; so it returned to Noah in the ark. He reached out his hand and took the dove and brought it back to himself in the ark. He waited seven more days and again sent out the dove from the ark.
Genesis 8:6-10 (NIV)

Noah survived 40 days of unrelenting waters released from the heavens, followed by 150 days of floating on the waters of the unknown. You would think that the last series of seven days, in which he sends out the raven and the dove, would have been more than enough to make him lose faith in whatever was supposed to be next.

But the lesson of this text is that what God is going to do in your future is worth the repeated attempts to move forward. Faith always believes in the “next time.”

God has a “next time” in your life. “Next time” is why Noah was able to send that dove out after the raven was unsuccessful. And when Noah had to open the window and let that dove back in, he didn't hesitate. He retrieved it and he waited another seven days. Then he opened the window again and repeated the cycle. Why? Because he never lost faith in the gift and possibility of a “next time.”

Thank God that Noah didn’t give up. Even though he must have been frustrated from all the time he'd been locked into that ark, Noah believed it was worth trying again. Noah decided that no matter how many times that dove returned, he would give it time and then make another attempt.

Every time life does something to make you have to shut that window because what you thought was next is not happening today, I need you to trust God enough that you’ll decide, “I don't care how long I have to wait; when it's my turn to show up, I'm going to show up and believe that if it didn't happen before it can happen now.”

Consider the unsuccessful attempts of your past. What would you do differently next time? How would you think differently next time? What would you say? How slow would you be to move? What counsel would you seek? What patience would you exercise? What prayers would you offer? What apology would you ask for? What forgiveness would you extend? What mercy would you display? What dream would you hold tighter? Whatever those questions are, try to answer them in ways that honor God and demonstrate your faith.

That dove returning and the raven searching for a perch and not being able to find it—these are not signs of “never.” There is a “next time.” And the best offering you can give to God is to keep that window open for “not right now” and to let it rest with you for just a little while longer. Treat it right and steward it faithfully, because a “next time” is coming.

Spiritual Capacity
For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
Romans 8:18 (NKJV)

There are times when you find yourself caught in the space between “almost” and “not yet.” It’s a frustrating place to be. Whether it’s hours, days, months, or years, those trying moments of waiting and feeling stuck can pull on you.

But I’m here to remind you that God has made you strong enough to endure It. He’s made you capable enough to handle it. He’s made you spiritual enough to grow from it. Psalm 30:5 says, “Weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning.” You’re not made just for the weeping and the joy; you are made for the space in the middle too.

We have, in Jesus Christ, the capacity to endure anything. You have much more endurance than you could ever know. You are made strong enough, tough enough, resilient enough, and—with Christ—spiritual enough to handle those in-between times.

You have spiritual capacities in you that have been growing and maturing that are not revealed until the time they are most needed. You don’t know what you’re capable of until you have to stand in front of the giant, or speak in front of the Pharaoh, or step out onto the waves, or release your arrow, or stretch out your rod, or patiently wait for the floodwaters to recede.

He makes you deal with delay and setback and disappointment and failed deadlines and people’s broken promises…and then He shows you that you’re still living, still thriving, still progressing, still producing. And it’s all evidence that your endurance has been very much a part of God’s work in your life.

God makes you able to handle whatever you have to handle when it’s your time to handle it. He gives you the spiritual capacity to make it through.